You are not just living in the universe, you are creating your universe based on what you focus on. Your mind is a magnet, its connected to the universe. If you focus on on lack and constantly thinking about lacking being broke, you are telling the universe that its what you want in your reality because focusing on it with your thoughts. If you keep focusing on excuses, you will live a life of excuses because the universe will give you the results of the excuses you keep feeding yourself with. You are not aware that you are blocking the abundance that the universe has for you because you are focusing on lack and excuses.
People might not know what you think about or do when you are by yourself but guess what, they will know based on your reality because what you focus on the universe brings it to life. If you are always thinking defeat, guess what, your life will be full of excuses that will lead you to defeat and quit. If you think how do I win today, the universe will connect you to winning ways and people who are winners as a result people will think you are lucky because everything you touch you win it. Maybe the struggles you are facing daily are the results of your thoughts, you attract them because the universe brings anything and everything you keep thinking and entertaining. Dont waste your focus on things that dont serve your growth. Let your attitude dictate your circumstances, not the other way around. And you will never be a victim, but you will always be victorious.
Focusing on something is a choice, and choices have results. You dont understand why your life has turned out like this, guess what, if you can think back on what you’ve been entertaining you will understand why you are where you are. Everyday the universe wants to serve you and give you what you want and deserve. Dont just speak what you want in life, but think it constantly because your vision sends a picture to the universe and the universe will make it your reality.